Masquerade

group

Circa 1960s
©2013 Karen Szczuka Teich & TakingTheWorldOnWithASmile.com

People wear masks all the time, covering up all kinds of situations and emotions.

Halloween is one of my favorite celebrations. In disguise, you get to openly be whatever you want to be and get a bag full of free candy to boot! My memories of Halloween as a child are filled with endless hours of trick-or-treating (mostly treating) first through the 5-stories of our apartment building and then, all over town until our legs could take us no further. After that, my Dad would put us in the back of his shiny, red, Volkswagen bus and drive us to friends’ houses until our bags were stuffed and our eyes were bleary.

I don’t cut my Dad a lot of slack when it comes to my childhood. I can’t sugar-coat fear or disappointment. No one ever wanted to be on the receiving end of his wrath. You never knew what kind of mood he would come home in, if, or when he came home. Every day was unpredictable. He enjoyed holidays and parties though and could really get into the “spirit” of things– when he wanted to. Despite his ominous nature, he was big on costuming and we could pretty much count on his help for a clever idea and creative way of making it happen. He had an impressive repertoire of costumes himself. I remember him spending weeks working on them before the annual masquerade ball he and my mom attended every February at the German Club they belonged to. (I’ve mentioned in previous posts that my Dad is from Germany.) Every winter, the German Club celebrated Fasching which is a German holiday that resembles our Mardi Gras and is similar to Halloween in that parades are held and “clubs” host costume balls.

My Dad’s costumes always won awards, if not First Place.

These are a few of my favorites.

mummy

Circa 1960s
©2013 Karen Szczuka Teich & TakingTheWorldOnWithASmile.com

My Dad, the mummy.

The old man on the right is my Dad.

Circa 1960s
©2013 Karen Szczuka Teich & TakingTheWorldOnWithASmile.com

This “old man” was only in his late 20s.

old group

Circa 1960s
©2013 Karen Szczuka Teich & TakingTheWorldOnWithASmile.com

A group shot of my “old man” and his date who, of course, is my mom.

Third man on the right. My Dad is the Godfather.

Circa 1970s
©2013 Karen Szczuka Teich & TakingTheWorldOnWithASmile.com

The Godfather (4th man in)– is my father.

One year my Dad went as the Statue of Liberty. Another year he was a Prize Fighter who lost to a midget. He even dressed in Blackface as a Minstrel which now-a-days of course, would be considered offensive.

The minstrel and my mom.  Circa 1960s

Circa 1960s
©2013 Karen Szczuka Teich & TakingTheWorldOnWithASmile.com

The Minstrel and my mom.

Another questionable but winning costume; large, blond lady wearing a dress made from potato sacks.

This blond woman wearing the dress made out of potato sacks is my Dad.

Circa 1970s
©2013 Karen Szczuka Teich & TakingTheWorldOnWithASmile.com

My Dad loved masquerades and wore many masks.

As an adult, I realize he was a resourceful, creative man and I often wonder how different his life might have been if he had been raised and educated in this country. Like many people, he had to contend with his demons while they competed with his redeeming qualities. He loved to cook and I have happy memories of him lifting me up and setting me on top of the refrigerator so I could watch him roll out the dough on the kitchen counter to make donuts or melt sugar and butter in a pan on the stove-top to make candy. He’d dribble the hot mixture into ice-cold water to form droplets of yummy home-made caramel. He took our family camping and taught us how to play Yahtzee and Monopoly and passed along his love for puzzling.  I love my Dad.

He did the best he could.

Children are resilient. Thankfully, despite the imperfections of our childhoods or the tumultuous relations we have with our parents, most of us also have unconditional love for them or at least forgiveness. I don’t deny the turmoil of my youth but I do try to have compassion for the fact that no matter how tough I believe some parts of my childhood were, my Dad’s was unimaginable; growing up in Germany during WWII. As a parent myself now, I realize we all just do the best we can and I hope that when my kids reflect on some of the mistakes I’m making, they will have compassion too.

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  1. Anonymous
    October 31, 2013 at 12:19 am

    Great post, Karen. I just love your stories and the lessons you (and I) learn from them.

    • October 31, 2013 at 7:04 am

      Thank you, dear friend. I appreciate you.

  2. J
    October 31, 2013 at 12:23 am

    Beautiful, Karen. Just beautiful.

    • October 31, 2013 at 7:05 am

      Thank you J. xoxox

  3. R
    October 31, 2013 at 7:26 am

    love.

  4. Anonymous
    October 31, 2013 at 8:48 am

    this blog brought back many mixed memories.

  5. November 1, 2013 at 7:41 am

    Wow – love that mummy costume (but not the blackface).

    • November 1, 2013 at 5:16 pm

      Me too!!

  6. November 1, 2013 at 3:00 pm

    What a wonderful post, Karen, not only showcasing your dad’s amazing and fun costumes, but also of forgiveness and understanding. I didn’t know you had a tumultous time with your father, but I’m happy to know you have been able to also see and concentrate on the joys he brought and the fact that no matter what else came along with it, the fact that he loved you, I’m sure. And, I hope for the same with Maycee, as well, that as she grows up to be a loving and kind adult, she will look back with eyes of compassion on the many, many times I fell short of what I’d consider ideal. Love you! XOXO-Kasey

    • November 1, 2013 at 5:17 pm

      Thank you for the kind words Kasey. xoxo love you too!! NY

  7. November 3, 2013 at 9:12 am

    Truly Inspiring. And perfectly timed. Thank you Friend.

    • November 3, 2013 at 10:09 am

      Thank you for the kind words, Shandra! It’s good to “see” you again!

  8. November 15, 2013 at 8:05 pm

    Thanks for sharing, Karen!

    It’s kind of interesting how looking back on your childhood as an adult can really change your perception of your parents when you were growing up. I have similar emotions toward my Dad, but there are lots of things that remind me that he’s human too!

    • November 15, 2013 at 10:07 pm

      Thanks for reading & commenting Bean and for the record, it’s comforting to know there are other people with similar feelings. :)

  9. November 26, 2013 at 7:32 pm

    Just dropping by to see what is new and wishing you and your family a wonderful and warm Thanksgiving!

    • November 30, 2013 at 11:51 am

      Thanks, Andy! Hope you & yours had a wonderful day! Lots to be thankful for :)

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